(A tribute to lost children)
I was born in an August
And I died in a March
Children deserve splendid summers
My guardian angels slept and never knew
The pain and misery they put me through
Those words of spite, those tearful nights
As punches rained down, on my empty frame
They saw my pinched face, they knew my pain
No long summer days, just August sighs with
Locked doors, and kept out of sight of
Caring friends, who shared their bread
Whilst I lay shivering on my pee stained bed
Alone, frightened, and unfed,
Waiting for the handle to turn
And then to be pulled and pushed again
Pushed and punched, then locked away for
Another turn, another day then
Water streaming down my throat, depths below
Hands above, holding me down until I choked
Then back to my lonely room and eating salt
Where were those caring souls,
Whose jobs defined to watch for
Sights, and sounds and signs
To intervene, to stop my screams,
To hold me close for just one night
To hold my hand, and touch my face
With gentleness and not just rage
The final blow when it came, brought end for me
And shame for them, and yet
No lessons learnt, one child in vain,
Others waiting in the lane.
Summer is not just holidays,
For some it means abuse, neglect, ongoing pain then
More excuses, more commitments, nothing done.
I was just another one,
Others waiting in the lane.
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